snipets from my personal jot downs dated 17/5/09

halt
everythin else cums to a standstill as i read ur incumin msg
everythin
from beforehand plans to last minute outin or even the nd to be alone
nuthin cld compare to the importance of meetin u
eager, too eager

cancel, rush, compromise jux to make it on time, or at least try to
only to find out its all called off, again
importance? non vice-versa
those tiny little details tt keep remindin me of the past, our past
those carefree daes, long gone
the silly things only we find amusin doin
the friendship i hold too dear
prob is, im the only one who seems to still be hopin for a rerun of F.R.I.E.N.D.S
reminiscent, tts how its ever gonna be like from now on huh?
i gave up tryin

one big reason i tink why i cant come ard nymore is cuz im much more in touch wit the other side of me at tis point in time of my life but u cant penalise me for bein myself

maybe the last 3-4yrs not bein wit the company of each other is not sufficient enuff to warrant feelins of misses, so i guess we cld alwaes wait till it turns 2digit or sumthin

i was told tt i was apart of it but who are u kiddin, i nvr will be

shunned
but i now noe the actual reason behind it
it's not like i asked for it
(i hate u for infectin me wit tis disease)
(i hate u for the result of these scars)

i can make it thru the rain
but wat if there's no rain

*its ur cal^~