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Saturday, May 19, 2007
aguilera, christina

Grammy Awards:
2000 - Best New Artist
2002 - (Shared) Best Pop Collaboration With Vocals - "Lady Marmalade"
2004 - Best Female Pop Vocal Performance - "Beautiful"
2007- Best Female Pop Vocal Peformance for "Ain't No Other Man"

Latin Grammy Awards:
2001 - Best Female Pop Vocal Album - Mi Reflejo

oh my god, oh my god,
the moment tt ive been waitin for since forever
i so have to get the tix
i dun care bout the price
i'll go thru ny means to get it
tis is an opportunity of a lifetime

help contribute to the "get-me-front-row-tix-to-christina's-concert-fund"
ny amt is of ny help at all
so plzz
im in desperate need to get them
HELP!!

ny arrangements or negotiations can be further discussed personally

tix sales start on 21st may
which is like tis mondae
9am for internet bookin
10am for ny other channel

tis is so very important to me
u dun noe how much it means to me
i nd tis
make my dream come true

*will do nythin for front row seats^~


craVed fRom mY hEaRt 5:25 PM | Comment

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Friday, May 04, 2007
loSin out iN a HUGE wae

i kinda saw it cumin, now i can only act as though i dunno..

qie, remb tis? llz.. it helped, a whole lot.. n now im postin tis again to help.. sumtimes we jux nd sumone to tell us to do sumthin before we actually do it ourself.. so here it goes..

*the only thing that's stopping you from getting out of your misery is you. it's easy to spiral out of control and let your emotions take over you.take a step back, gather your thoughts, stay collected. i know it's hard. time has almost healed me and if you only allow it time will heal you too. no doubt it's taking a hell of a long time. you'll get there but as i've said, only if you let it.*

*The pain had been inflicted once, and the incident could have even been long forgotten by the perpetrator, but it was ME who held onto it. Haunting and hurting myself, over and over. Of course, it is very very difficult to let go. Sometimes, we need our feelings validated to help us move forward. Sometimes, even an apology doesn't help, because the pain was so much.*

*Take a step back, and really think. Was it really that bad? Sure, when the hurt happened, the feelings were real. Rightly or wrongly, logically or illogically, reasonably or unreasonably- we feel the hurt, and the sting of the pain was very real. But I took a close look at myself. After suffering the same unhappiness for some time, I have come to realise that the only thing that is haunting me, is ME. I did not let go of the hurt.*

while waitin in the wee hours of the nite, sumthin intriguingly ominous, a perfect silhoutte of a delicate yet bold character came walkin by.. wit every stride she took, the action itself made numerous double-head turns.. i knew who it was even before i clearly saw her face.. tt glint in her eyes, the sharp nose tt led, n the wind in her hair, n oh-my a plungin neckline.. i was completely blown away, i dun dare sae it, but i cld have jux had multiple orgasms jux by lookin..

okay, tts like total crap.. its jux an admiration of beauty.. like,"oh my god, look her.. lawa nye.." tt kinda thing, then it stops there, well not actually, it starts when u see tt person again.. its jux for the eyes.. so there's are a couple of ppl tt have made it into tt list.. namely, k.yenny, hanizah(uss), shuhadah(swiss), tt rp girl, the other rp girl, julie, misha barton(nyp) n of course mel.. so jux cuz i point out very strongly bout their beauty, doesnt mean i like them..okay..


i cant feel it nymore..
fi lawa dah tak lawa
*tt scent, yes, it still lingers^~


craVed fRom mY hEaRt 4:40 AM | Comment

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Tuesday, May 01, 2007
c|arity

ppl,

im
insecure
thin
lanky
bony
curly
havin acne

to sum it all up,
yes
im UGLY

noone notice me,
even if they do,
its for the hideousness,
or they act as though they dun cuz a-matter-of-factly,
i am UGLY

doesnt it all make sense

i've never been in such a position before,
i didnt even got the chance to sae nythin tt was on my mind,
to express my supressed feelins,
n true enuff,
i didnt have to,
i guess i made it all too clear,
blame it on myself for cumin up wit too strong a desire

im not gonna end it there though,
i mean i did tot bout it,
but my consciences are clear,
its wats similar tts reels in comfort n openness,
maybe,
jux maybe it'll all be worth it

i can only promise,
tt is if u wanna hear it from me

i tink we need tis
i jux hope u'ld realise

i didnt tot i'd made it thru tt long ride witout sheddin ny tears but i proved myself wrong

have u ever felt so much hurt,
tt sumhow it feels as though ur heart is bleedin,
like u cld feel thick dark fluid oozin out,
seepin thru

i noe i PALE in comparison,
ure more keen on the other cuz he's better.. n i'll nvr

all tis is expression of emotions,
dun tag on my board to jux sae nice things to make me feel better cuz it wont

its not exactly a compliment when u actually compare me to whoever tt person is

nywyaes
i recommend tis show,
pepper dennis,
its on sun,
12 midnight,
great show,
got me cryin actually,
silly me

i really wanna go bangkok,
tt flea market area,
i need to get like thousand more tops n shoes n bottoms n yar,
the list goes on

last sat wasnt at all tt fun,
i cld only witness the things i want n not do it for myself

i need to put a stop to pamperin myself wit treats

If I told u once,
I told u twice,
U can see it in my eyes
Im all cried out,
Wit nuthin to sae
Ure everythin I wanted to be
If u cld only see,
Ur heart belongs to me.
I love you so much,
I'm yearnin for your touch
Come and set me free,
Forever urs I'll be,
Baby won't u come and take tis pain away


*a scent of u lingers^~



craVed fRom mY hEaRt 2:47 PM | Comment

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