i tried makin contact bout a week ago.. it sounds like im a freakin alien or sumthin.. to view from the outside, noein snipets of wats goin on from a diff individual, like i barely even noe u.. i tried, least is to hope for chance to express wats beneath the layerins of such a facade.. i cld go on n on but nuthin's gonna change by ramblins, so i jux have to wait a wk more..

its jux isnt fair on my part to be blame for sumthin everyone else had their share of involvement.. its natural to develop an opinion witout enuff info due to frustration of pent-up tots, however, wats ethical wld be to settle things thru an open dicussion or sorts.. surely we have an explanation tt may put things in light, things tt u have not considered so far..

to keep tis fact hidden was the rite thing to do till u went snoopin ard like nobody's business.. i cant sae im not wrong ut being in my position, u wld do the neccesaries n tt wld be not tellin.. its cuz u dun noe n noein one fact will only make u ponder even more.. i guess its better here on if u jux let me handle wit the higher power.. its all done now.. settled.. everythin's okay, i hope..

a change in physical terms or numbers doesnt equal to progress of self-improvement.. metamorphosize into nythin bolder than an adolescent, yet develop mature common sensical mindset to venture out into adulthood.. childish act of selfishness, when noone sees value in ur worth..

when will i ever go out for a raye outin, for once i tot i'd be packed back to back but nuthin's been happenin..

when u noe ure not welcome, dun tag along.. u were nvr part of tis clique

i told u alot of things i dun tell nyone, i guess its cuz i wanted u to noe who i really am n if u really noe, then maybe u wld wanna spend more time wit me

*covergirl^~

the chat was a joke initially but it went on to a diff path..

as hard as those words may hit, i guess u jux have to get a wake-up cal..

u'll get over tis phase on ur own time but i wan u to do it quicker, be better..

tts y i intervene, to help..

to a certain point, it scares me noein ure tis wae..

i guess the talk we had on the stairs weren't specific enuff..

look at urself mouth those words
listen to urself speak it

its okay to be angry n nvr let go
it only gets harder the more tt u noe
when u get lonely if noone's ard
u noe tt i'll catch u when ure fallin down
we came together but u left alone
n i noe how it feels to walk out on ur own
maybe somedae i will see u again
n u'll look me in the eye n cal me ur fwen

*one u love is where u hide^~