ppl,

im
insecure
thin
lanky
bony
curly
havin acne

to sum it all up,
yes
im UGLY

noone notice me,
even if they do,
its for the hideousness,
or they act as though they dun cuz a-matter-of-factly,
i am UGLY

doesnt it all make sense

i've never been in such a position before,
i didnt even got the chance to sae nythin tt was on my mind,
to express my supressed feelins,
n true enuff,
i didnt have to,
i guess i made it all too clear,
blame it on myself for cumin up wit too strong a desire

im not gonna end it there though,
i mean i did tot bout it,
but my consciences are clear,
its wats similar tts reels in comfort n openness,
maybe,
jux maybe it'll all be worth it

i can only promise,
tt is if u wanna hear it from me

i tink we need tis
i jux hope u'ld realise

i didnt tot i'd made it thru tt long ride witout sheddin ny tears but i proved myself wrong

have u ever felt so much hurt,
tt sumhow it feels as though ur heart is bleedin,
like u cld feel thick dark fluid oozin out,
seepin thru

i noe i PALE in comparison,
ure more keen on the other cuz he's better.. n i'll nvr

all tis is expression of emotions,
dun tag on my board to jux sae nice things to make me feel better cuz it wont

its not exactly a compliment when u actually compare me to whoever tt person is

nywyaes
i recommend tis show,
pepper dennis,
its on sun,
12 midnight,
great show,
got me cryin actually,
silly me

i really wanna go bangkok,
tt flea market area,
i need to get like thousand more tops n shoes n bottoms n yar,
the list goes on

last sat wasnt at all tt fun,
i cld only witness the things i want n not do it for myself

i need to put a stop to pamperin myself wit treats

If I told u once,
I told u twice,
U can see it in my eyes
Im all cried out,
Wit nuthin to sae
Ure everythin I wanted to be
If u cld only see,
Ur heart belongs to me.
I love you so much,
I'm yearnin for your touch
Come and set me free,
Forever urs I'll be,
Baby won't u come and take tis pain away

*a scent of u lingers^~