im finally workin ppl!! believe it..llz.. jux dun expect me to serve u well if u were to ever come ard..hahhk.. 1st dae was quite okay actually eventhough i didnt had any idea tt puttin one's hand in the pockets show superiority.. like hello, they didnt teach tt in sch u noe, n its jux a gesture nywyaes, sumthin tt i got used to while livin all my 19++yrs of life..damn, jux explain lah..

tak faham bahase ke? bengap sak pompan.. AKU BENCI KAU, there i saed it.. n dun ever talk to me bout my face as if urs is like as smooth as baby buttocks, cuz it aint..

yes, everythin there is true, its jux me bein the super irritant tt i am once again.. i get really lost every single time, ppl noe tt im like fast in gettin things, but i am a blur at things tt i cant see myself.. i really tot gettin over tt wld make me happy, the old cheery self of mine, but it didnt.. i guess every little thing alwaes affects me hard especially if it were to come from ny of my greatest fwens, the few ppl who made so much impact in my life tt i CANT live witout them.. i nvr really specify who is actually in it cuz it gets updated in my "computer-generated" mind from time to time..

u noe the term "terbawak-bawak", yes tts wat alwaes happen, i get so caught bein the "im better than tt" person tt it gets in the wae of my lovely fwens as well.. yes, i realise it too.. i noe wat humble is, its jux tt i keep forgettin.. my actions now are wat im very used to eventhough sum of them are wrong, okay, slowly, gradually, these things will fade.. cuz i dun wanna offend the nicest ppl in world nymore, which actually means those greatest fwen of mine.. maybe u could actually point out my mistakes there n then, then i'll noe better..

it pains me to noe tt u lied to me, tinkin i wont noe.. like i alwaes saed, it alwaes goes ard to me.. first of all, at ur age, u shldnt be doin these kinda things.. its jux not right, ethically, morally, wateverlly.. come on lah, u have a whole life ahead of u, but all u wan now is to chase a temporary high tt draws back a whole lot of other consequences tt im sure ure not gonna like.. so tink before u actually do it.. i actually did fell for ur words, ur lies.. really, cal me dumb, watever.. up till i saw one tiny little thing tt confirms it all.. so no, dun blame it on nyone u let on cuz i got to noe on my own.. freakin pissed, but i didnt show it.. i shld, its jux tt i dun tink i have the power to heard.. save urself before its too late..

sumhow i miss feelin the pain in my heart.. tt pain tt sumhow feels like ur heart is bleedin..

ive finally comes to terms wit my decision.. its a tough one but i noe i have to n i wan to.. but i'll be ard when its over n new beginins arise.. well, i'll be there thru the process as well kays..

its been awhile since i did sumthin close to my heart, n im gonna prolong tis wait to my so-called fans, the wait will be worth while cuz ure gonna see the real me unfold.. *i saed i can sing^~