even when u dun actually go ard to tellin me, i'll alwaes get to noe sumhow, either sumbody wld tell me or i wld jux noe it myself.. its awfully freaky when i jux turn my head ard, look at a scene n noe everythin tts goin on.. yes, i noe u didnt appreciate my tiny bit of contribution..

initially i had wanted to blog bout u on a brighter note but sumthin i did was jux inconsiderably unforgivable.. u did wat u did, n it was wow, eventhough it was jux a phone cal.. u did it by jux saein sumthin to me, u actually broke down the wall tt i built, tt pretense thing tt i put up to shut out all forms of reality tt hurts me like hell, u made me realise tt those pains tt i will feel now, will only make me a stronger person.. thnx.. i wanna sae i love u but i jux cant cuz its feels furnie now.. but im tryin my best to stay as far away as possible from u, from both of u, cuz i keep repeatin the same mistakes, mistakes tt causes u to be in stressful situations, n tts not much of a help since ure facin a lot of pressure wit life..

for once i tot tt i meant sumthin to u, as in a fwen, a close fwen, like sharin watever we're goin thru, or help in decidin stuff.. well, u saed it urself, tt we are close, all of US.. watever happened to tt.. like one sec ure here, n the next im lookin at u from the outside, u have tt inappropriate behavioural crappy person as ur new found fwen, sumone u told me u actually hate before, i guess their everlastin presence changed ur mindset, like who am i to actually sae all tis things rite..

wat is literal again? oh, its adherin to the basic meanin of an original word witout further elaboration.. if u sae literally, it means like exactly, like no nonsense watsoever, so if u really did sae it then u actually do mean it, but why doesnt it seem tt wae, like im hesitatin whether to do sumthin for u this time ard cuz u didnt keep mine the previous time, so i guess u wont save it now.. but they sae u'll never noe so i tink i'll jux try.. okay, wat im tryin to sae here is actually tis - "how come u didnt keep mine but u kept his? arent i jux as important as he is to u".. i wonder..

i hate u so much for snatchin away my fwen(refer to paragraph 3), majority of my close ones, truth is, i hated u since the first dae i met u, u are jux not sumone to be fwens wit.. like ure an actor, a bad one nywyaes.. n now tt ure wit tis person, u changed him so much into being who u are, which is so not a cool thing.. then again u were never cool.. i jux wish tt u'd left, return to where u came from..yes, tis is bout tt inappropriate behavioural crappy person

ohh, did i mention, yes, i do noe u guys had tt so-called outin, i mean i noe its none of my business but i guess i jux tot tt i am sum wat of a lil importance to u to be invited, oh hell, im not..

*nuthin's ard to push me up^~