things change.. too much tt i cant bear to jux sit n stare.. im doin sumthin bout it.. the mean side of me will soon come out in full force.. showin u tt im better than u are n wat u'll ever be.. IM BETTER THAN TT!! u are jux a self-centred bitch who tinks tt jux by usin ur looks which is UGLY btw will bring u far but NNOOooo!!!

seein tt shock expression on ur face when we met up gives me the satisfaction tt ive been wantin to feel.. guess u cant get the best of both world eh..hahhk.. u tink i care.. tellin me as if it wld bother me.. god damn it.. dun tell me if im not gonna be the first one to noe.. stop saein things tt u dun mean cuz i had enuff, enuff wit all the lies.. ive been cheated, shame on you if u fool me once, shame on me if you fool me twice, guess i was made the bigger fool but guess wat, im gonna make u suffer a worst fate..

im givin tt "im perfect" look, tt ive not been usin for so long, now.. its jux a defence mechanism, so if i were to offend ppl i care bout wit tis then im sorie.. but i jux have to do tis towards certain ppl.. jux so to let u noe tt i am witout a doubt more capable n more distinctively prominent in tis world..

my bdae's in two wks.. wat material stuff tt i may get from nyone wld be bonuses in life..hehz.. but wat i really wan for my bdae is jux 3 simple things..

1)sumthin from an individual
2)sumthin else from an individual
3)sumthin ese from all my greatest fwens put together

maybe tis post is rather contradictin but i guess im in the state where contradiction is apart of me so bear wit it for a lil while..

Do you know that I still think about you?
Even though I know that it's too late.
Do you know that I'm still missing you?
Especially right now you're far away.
There's no need to for you to tell me that; "I'm sorry",
There's no need for you to tell me that I'm sorry,I said I'm sorry, I said I'm sorry...

I've got to find a way to stop you falling into my mind
I've got to find a way to keep myself from thinking of you
I've got to find a way to stop you falling into my mind
I've got to find a way to keep myself from thinking...