nice outfit? i noe..hehz.. thnx to my top project runway designers.. thnx to pan, alif n syahril.. ohh god, i havent return him his belt but its kinda hard to cuz it looks nice on me..Llz.. its a red adicolor belt btw.. pan came up wit the overall design, alif drew all those intricate details.. n syahril was there evry step of the wae..sidik too, for pasting the stars n fadli for drawin the back part.. coolness, thnx to farrah for make-up, n alif too for the hair, wats left of it ar.. got stressed out being on my own the nite before so i cut my own hair off, loads of it.. on wae to town from bugis, i cried in the train.. cldnt contain it sumhow.. wit the absence of ban.. nd him ard alwaes.. but i understand ur situation..

streetfest was okay.. great compliments here n there.. i felt it i guess.. n oso the fact tt it was for a certain sumone..

remix wasnt as gd for me..though i hoped it was.. outfit was alot nicer..thnx again to u guys.. more effort though more last minute.. ban came..woHoo.. i mean others who came are oso appreciated..really alot.. like pan, shawn, alif, farrah, haryadi(came down alone), syira wit bf, fiza(late,hehz), shadiq wit amin, fiqa, zahidah, maz, khai n alot more..llz..

i didnt felt a thing after the solo part.. i kinda messed up at beep n then bebot was all wrong for me.. then i tried to feel it durin lose my breathe, okay ar, can see tt im tryin but not gd enuff, then i gave my all durin hands up which was why i was abit off as well, then run tis was like disasterous n by get down hit the floor, i was repeatin in my head, "push, push, dun tink bout tiredness".. so tts bout it, sucky.. not comfortable at all.. wasnt calmed down after doin the hamzah's relaxation thingy, wasnt free enuff to move.. guess i felt diff wit all the other dancers ard n noein tt their preference of view is not me..

on another note, its evident tt its goin on stronger than i tot.. in relation to my may 15th post, im takin more steps back.. givin up on it.. givin more space.. guess im jux too diff from u guys..

*u cant jux go off like tt.. i nd u ard, the others do too, if ure not gonna stay then who else will.. stay for the better, stay for things to be the same, the wae evryone wans it to be.. the wae u wan it to be..gracias..