finally, an entry from me..hahhk..llz.. the reason why i've not been postin lately is cuz of the sch hols n the disruption of home connection due to overdue of fees.. fine, its my fault entirely..
things are never gonna be the same thnx to all those selfish life-forms who are still livin to date.. how i wish they could jux perish in the sea or sumthin..

have u ever been hurt due to sumthin external? sumthin or sumone who interferes n acts as if tt person noes everythin in the world like an encyclopedia, the worst kind.. its utterly rubbish to fall in lurve wit sumone ure not suppose to (rite ying?)cuz its u who made tt decision.. tt is another story..

well well.. ive change the orientation of my room wit loads of pics n colourful cards on my wall.. all the pics were chosen carefully n the captions depict the true meanin of their(the ppl in the pic) existence in my life.. i jux woke up one dae(it was a monday) n decided to do everythin on my own.. i cleaned n scrubbed n washed n dust.. wow, as u all noe, im not the neat-freak-anal-organised individual but sumtimes u jux have to do wat u have to..

i've done pop toss.. jux nd to work on the arc thing.. my next aim is a uca liberty.. i noe i can do it.. n maybe twist one man, twist cradle n a toss..hehe.. believe..llz..

i've been givin it all durin my dance trainin.. carefully gatherin all the words of wisdom from hamzah n applyin it in my dance moves.. the thing about the crew rite now is tt certain ppl are intimidated by certain ppl.. i've been in both situation n i noe it sux loads.. the thing bout bein intimidatin towards other gives u a lil higher self-esteem which will work to a disadvantage as there's tis thing called complacent.. n when ure indimidated by a certain sumone, u get so low in esteem tt u dun feel like dancin nymore especially when ure so used to being one of the best.. its goes to show tt how u actually take things in ur own stride causes u to have ur own perception towards it..

i realise tt i've been rather nice towards certain individuals in the squad n i must sae tt tis certain person is treatin me back like shit.. at first i didnt have nythin against him.. gradually, i tried to be nicer cuz im not really nice to new ppl.. well, tts when the shit thing started.. there were a series of events tt led to me havin decided tt tis is true.. so from now on i wont be treatin him nicely w.e.f 4pm at the unity sec bridge..hahhk..crappin.. u noe wat i mean..

hollerback was cool.. esp click five..they sounded so nice.. got to noe tt the vocalist actually when to far east plaza to shop at the shop tt jun is workin in, talk bout luck.. im so in lurve wit how mysteeq work their jeans n make-up.. they looked like the krumplers from missy's video..cool stuff

antm n o.c is on rerun everydae in the wee hours of the mornin.. watch them if u missed out last time.. who's gonna be on..

i bought my first mascara n mind u its maybelline xxL.. so proud to own one actually llz.. tts how my mascara guru will sound like everytime.. its ying btw..hahhk..

tis sat there will be a performance by sphyntrix at zcc n not forgettin sphyn'D'max feat. fi_s'funk.. n maybe after tt i wanna go over to tanglin mall for the flea market tt happens every third sat of the month n every sat on june n dec..

ohh yar, remix will be tough tis yr cuz there's alot of crews ard.. nywyaes, havin to noe tt tis certain egoistic creature is not wit nyone thrills me.. its sumthin tt will hit u when u leave n tinks its for the better but its not.. n when reality hits u, its too late to turn back time..hahhk.. serves u rite..

it gives me a sense of satisfaction when im bloggin bout someone in a not so dicreet manner n tt sumone comes up to me n ask me "are u referin to me?".. llz.. i jux sae no lor.. shawn's line: saper yg mkn pepper, dia yg rase pedas..

it pains me when i actually found out tt sumone is not bein let out of her hinges when she really wans to.. so much for followin ur dreams..

* i nd a touch, hugs n kisSes.. fulfill me wit every of my desire, accept me for who i am n wat i've become..*

my life, u tink u noe, but u have no idea..