its clearer now..wish tis happened sooner but guess im happy it finally did.. i didnt realise tt by bein close to jux one individual, i wld build a huge barrier between the others.. at first it seemed tt ive been ostracize but now its only true tt i was inflictin it upon myself..

its true tt i dun get compliments nymore.. cuz im a powerhouse nomore.. maybe i jux nd to improve certain things in myself.. but then again.. i tink im deprovin.. my lines, techniques n energy.. wats worse is gettin tis so-called compliment jux so as to make me feel better.. but i noe u too well to see tt its otherwise.. dun sae things tt u dun mean cuz its hurts more..

being so used to being the best its harder to pick myself up to reach tt level of standard since ive went wae down.. nd tt boost of confidence.. nd to tink im better than ppl so i'll really be better..

found truth to the world of lies, how much it hurts by jux saein sumthin tts not true.. dun lie cuz u'll lie more..

alot have been happenin behind my back, wats worse is tt they dunno tt its so freakin obvious i noe! daMn.. cant ppl jux live their own life.. to tink tt u guys dun even noe me to even judge me on my sexuality.. u wanna noe, u ask.. dun assume, i've learnt tt.. cant believe some ppl close to me actually dicuss tis among themselves.. n hopin tt it wont get to me.. im not oblivious to alot of things goin on cuz i catch fast.. u nd to realise tt.. cant believe u actually told sumone to not tell nyone but tt sumone told another person who told another person n it got back to me.. u shld tink back on how trustworthy YOUR fwens are.. god! u dun learn from the previous incident when u go ard braggin bout stuff u did.. tt came ard pretty fast n it gets faster everytime..

to fwens who really stick thru wit me, i really appreciate u guys being ard.. i find warmth in ur embrace.. thnx loads for being ur true self..