after tt shawn n yusuf came over for a sleepover but the most unfortunate thing is tt my father was at home.. so we met at the void deck n stayed there for quite sumtime jux to make sure tt they are in bed by the time we went up.. we talk bout the past, how time flies by so fast.. shawn brought a calendar n we talk bout the times when he was still doin his yr 3 project, the first time i met him at his house durin raye.. the time he called me to clear my doubts bout poly.. really appreciate tt alot.. was cryin again by then.. kinda "fought" bout smokin after tt.. yusuf threw the cigg to the floor..kinda my fault.. its true wat shawn saed, i dun care bout how the ppl who are tryin to quit smokin feels esp wit my constant sarcasm whenever they give in to their habit..cant blame them cuz i noe its hard.. but i really do wanna see a smoke-free world one dae if tts possible.. when we finally went up, yusuf really felt sleepy, me too actually but i tried not to show it.. waited for shawn to bathe first before makin the ovaltine drink like how we did the first time shawn sleepover.. yusuf didnt drink wit us cuz he was asleep already.. we talked for awhile before goin back to my bedroom.. then shawn use the laptop while i lay down n i was fast asleep soon after..felt bad for sleepin so fast after wakin up to the freakin noisy loud mouth big headed freak who is my father(only biologically).. so they kinda felt bad n jux went off witout even bathin.. i felt so bad too but i could jux accompany them to the busstop.. exchange warm hugs before leavin.. i apologise for his behaviour..sucky